You have no idea...

I guess I could have posted this along with my other one.. lol ohhh well!. Tomorrow is Stas' birthday the big *20* hehe I think Im gonna buy him a CD Player for his car. He had a kick ass one with the moving pictures and stuff.. but it broke =( Idk though. Yesterday we went to Toys R Us.. I bought Jayden 3 SUUUUPER cute outfits! i couldn't resist! Man. Lol im a sucker for baby stuff!. 1 of them is spitting image of a baseball uniform.. the other is a spitting image soccer one. And one is a gray nike shirt.. basketball type with orange writing n stuff.. and orange BASKETBALL SHORTS!!! OMG its too cute! i have to take pictures and show you guys =)
We watched a movie last night. "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" with Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet. I <3 her!.. it was a good movie.. I couldn't understand but Stas kept telling me.. It's a SMART movie. Thanks a lot babe!
hehe that's all for now.. KICK ASS schedule next week.. except for all the closing shifts!.. Sun-off Mon-10-5 Tues-off Wed 1-10 Thurs-off Fri- 4-10 Sat.-9-4 YIIIPEE!
I wanna buy a digital camera.. i think i want the kodak easy share.. anyone have that?? its 4.1 megapixels.. and only 149.99.. I went to Best Buy.. and I was reading the little booklet.. too bad the frikkin lights went out and i could see!! lol im going back tomorrow hehe
Now for a survey type deal... STOLEN from xostarxo18

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Jayden usually goes to the "bathroom" every day.. or every other day. Well. He didnt go Wednesday..Thursday.. was going on Friday and still hadn't gone.
Thursday night he let out this AWFUL scream. and wouldn't stop. It was terrible. He cried so hard he lost his breath. I took his temp. it was 99.6.. so i gave him some baby tylenol. And FINALLY he went to sleep. He was fine through the night.. Friday morning i said alright thats it.. he hasn't pooped im callin the Ped. He had seemed like he was trying and trying sooo hard to go. but just couldnt =( . So my nurse called me back and said since Jayden was over 3 months that he could have baby apple/white grape juice and that would help him pass his bowel movements. Well i bought him some.. and he <3'd it! o man. He cried when we took it away. So the woman told me I can give it to him between feedings 1-2 ounces at a time. everyday or whenever i wanted.
I was wondering did anyone else give their babies juice that young??

On another note.. He has been SOOO fussy. Could It be that we were at Daddy's house and away from home?? I mean.. he sleeps in a bassinet at dad's and doesnt have his "usual" activities there either. Would that be why he's been soooo fussy? I really dont know! =( but its been terrible! im soo stressed ..
work school baby babys father. everything! it's driving me crazy!

I went to work today from 9-5 and when i got to Stas' to pick up Jayden he was SCREAMING!... sweaty he was screaming so long.. and Stas was just laying there.. ERG! He makes me SOOO mad sometimes!

Ok Im done.. i was just wondering about a few things =)
BTW:: Jayden did poop yesterday! =) oh.. did he ever! lol
xposted in my journal

Alright guys... ad jaydensmomme920 to your lists.. i haven't made any posts yet... but it's under construction =) just add it ok?? lol

I worked tonight until 10 .. with Amy R. i <3 her! This guy Pat @ work .. rubs me the wrong way.. Justin called me and i was like o i bet its Justin.. *Justin works with us* and hes like Justin better not be callin my girl at work.. blah blah.. i was like ehh ok yeah .. then Ray couldnt see to sign the return reports b.c he broke his glasses and i said i would sign them for him.. and Pat's like oh will you do that for me? w. like a puppy dog face.. i said ehhh no do it yourself! errg weirdo. hes this rich little bastard who thinks his shit dont stink! i dont like it.

Anyway! Stas called me and he said he got into a fight with the other guard at his work... this was it
::Scene:: Stas pulled up and the other guard was waiting outside and handed Stas the 2way..
Guard: It's about time buddy
Stas: What do you mean?
Guard: Its about time you got here.. 5 til 11.. is that how it's gonna be now buddy?
Stas: Well i work 11-7. I dont get paid more for being early.. only for my 8 hours.
Guard: You shouldnt even be HERE you should be at YOUR site where you BELONG
Stas: FUCK OFF
::Stas takes the 2way and walked away::
LOL my baby NEVER says that!! hahahaha .. it was an old man too! whata loser.. i swear sometimes i hate old people! hahaha
ok im off.. im gonna go wake Jayden up.. feed him.. and get to bed!
Night guys <3
oh yeah.. you rememeber when we were lil kids and we played MASH??? well... hehehe www.playmash.com <~ DO IT!

Well.. Liz..(xostarxo18) told me she wanted pictures... sooo here are...PICTURES! ( +15 )

Look here... should I bid on this on EBAY?? I think it's the cutest.. ever.. lol but that's just me!
( =) )

Also... Im getting rid of this LJ name... using other 1.. will tell more later.. Jayden's cryin!

Today was my first day off in a WEEK! phew... lol but I go back tomorrow =( This morning I went to school.. THINKING I had this HUGE medical exam...Yeah... NO lol it's next week. We still had a test.. I didn't study.. but I got an 84% on it.. a B.. Not bad =) hehe After school I came home played with Jayden .. He was bein a Mr. Fusspants again! I called Amy b/c we usually do stuff Tuesdays.. she's in <3 with HALO2.. almost as bad as the guys... geesh i swear! Shes like hey lemme play this and ill call you back.. i guess she was playing on x box live.. and she met some english dude who thinks its the coolest thing that shes a girl and shes good.. well i'd be good too if i played 24/7 too! Sooo we were on our way and I TOTALLY forgot that i had an eye appointment.. *for my contacts YET AGAIN!* i went there.. she looked at my eyes again.. and i told her that i was soo super sorry.. but it was my right eye that is messed up now not the left.. so i have to order another one=( another week of waiting blaaahh .. so anyway. we went to our work and ive been eyeing these Nike Impax's.. well theyre 100 bucks.. down to like 59 - 25% for my discount.. i think i did pretty good =) hehe i also bought some socks... After Sports Authority Amy wanted Subway soo we went there.. spicy italian subs.. MMmmMMMmm Good =) hehe Jayden started getting fussy again.. he just wont sleep sometimes! We went to Target.. i was trying to find a PUG Purse... someone told me they got theirs there.. yeah.. they lied! LOL nothing there.. I was also looking for Jayden some cradle cap stuff... that wasnt there either i looked EVERYWHERE! errg.. anyway i left there buying some baby detergent.. and a car freshener then i came home
We got some pictures developed.. 1 roll i THOUGHT was my baby shower.. it was all hurricane pictures.. and like 5 baby shower pics! there are a few cool hurricane pictures though.. maybe ill post a few..
I wish i was still breastfeeding =( It helps you lose weight a lot faster... i really wanna lose all this! .. as i eat reeses pieces ... =/ i think i might have to work @ the church tonight.. i really dont want to but
anyway.. im off for now.. i thought there was something interesting to say... i guess not.. hmm
xoxoxox

My days have been ALL mixed up I swear! the past few days have felt like Sundays to me.. but today.. FINALLY is Sunday.. which means i work today.. work tomorrow and im off! then i work wed. and im off thurs. and fri. thank god for the payroll cut!! working 40 hrs. a week isn't cutting it.. i feel like i have no life. i feel like i never see my son..which is sad! by the way.. my son..

HE'S TRYING TO SIT UP!!!! lol in his car seat.swings.. laying down.. he lifts his feet and his whole head! then he gets mad b.c he cant make it all the way... so we work with him and help him up and he <3's it!

How was everyone's new years?? Well Mine was all-right.. I worked until 7 on New years eve.. then went to Stas' house there were a few people there.. We played a little HALO .. let off some fireworks.. and o i tell you... JAYDEN <3'D them!!!! ooo god.. it was SO funny. The guys would let off like piddly bottle rockets.. that didnt make huge loud noises..just a pop. he LAUGHED sooo hard it was the cutest thing ever. hehehe then it turned 12.. we talked for a little bit.. 12-15.. i was IN BED! lol im such a nerd. I woke up at 5:30 AM and EVERYONE was still up.. they were playing poker an halo.. so then i got back up at 8 and went to work til 6.. it was sooo busy.. rainy.. the day sucked. and im gonna do it all again today. im off here b.c Jayden is acting very whiny... and i need coffee!
Less than a month til were in the house!!!woohoo!!!
xoxoxox

Hey.. this is mainly for Nica.. ( wasted__beauty ) I remembered I told you that I would post a pic. of Jayden's shirt.. and came across Stormies picture too!.. Hope you don't mind but I put theirs together I think it's cute! Don't worry Im not 1 of those psychos who steals your pictures and says they are my babies! lol just thought it was a cute idea =)



hehehe our babies are TOO cute! <3

xoxox

Ooo Yesterday SUCKED!!! i hate customers! errg. 126315943 people returned stuff yesterday... in the morning we opened @ 8 am.. and it was sssupper dead until about 10:30... from then on.. yeah O-K! lol terrible! I was in customer service for an hour.. and that was ENOUGH! blahhh i hated it!
I got off at 4 so it wasnt all THAT bad.. but still.. retail=>:( oh yeah.. yesterday morning o man.. talk about windy!!

Okay so today i was expecting to get up.. go to the mall.. hang out. well... i got together with Amy and Jon and we went to look at furniture @ Ashleys and rooms to go.. Rooms to go sucked.. but ASHLEYS.. had cute stuff.. were looking at a black leather set.. couch,loveseat,and 3 tables = 1026.00 not too shabby! lol so after that we went to the house.. its comin up quick! then we went to the mall. Me and Amy got our pedicures done! mine are cha ching cherry with cute little swifty designs =) i <3 them. We were just walking around and i decided to check @ PENNYS to see if my trial contacts were in.. b.c they hadn't called me.. well they were.. so the girl told me out to put them in and out.. i did fine and told her they looked a little funny... she said itll be ok .. well i put them in AGAIN and realized i cant see AT ALL outta my left eye, and i remember she didnt really look so much at my left eye when i had the exam... hmm bitches! so now i gotta take em back in! =( all that time waiting and i dont even get em! booo anyway.. Heres 2 pictures of Jayden today.. TOTALLY cute!! i <<<<333333 'd his outfit! =)
( CUTENESS!! )

i want a pug sooo bad!!! hehehe theyre the cutest ever! <3

All for now
xoxoxo

So "Uncle" Justin came over around 12:30 today!.. He brought Jayden's gifts... he was super excited to give to him! they were SOOO cute! omg! heres my favorite ( shoes ) he got!! Justin also got him the Jay Z S. Carters! lol soft bottoms... hottness! And an outfit from Old Navy.. a collared shirt w. khakis total hottness =)

Aunt Amy on the other hand found ( this )
Cute huh? if you can't read it.. it says "I come bearing a gift ill give you a hint its in my diaper and its not a toaster" lol hehehehe i <3 it!!

We went to Great Gramma's house.. There Jayden got 40$..a sleeper.. and outfit.. and some keys that sing and spin and twirl.. you know.. the norm. =)
Here's Jayden this morning ! ( in his new PJs )

At Gramma's I got a fuzzy bag from Bath & Body works...with smelly stuff.. and 40$

OH yeah.. and from Stas I got my watch I wanted and Paris Hilton Perfume.. YUMMY!
Hope everyone had a wonderful christmas! I will post pictures of the little man sometime soon again! i <3 showing pictures =) Hope no one minds
xoxox ashley

ps... i work tomorrow... 730-4... NOT looking foward to it... RETURNS GALORE!!! ERRRG =(
pps... x-posted! sorry!!

Okay so last night I didn't get to bed until about 1:30 AM. For what reason I don't exactly know. We were up wrapping presents until about 11:30 or so. I know I know.. im a procrastinator like crazy! So i get to bed.. Jayden went down at oh.. 10ish. Right when I lay my head to the pillow... I hear him moving around.. oohh noo!!! so I stay where I am.. He went back to sleep. He slept all night.(until 6AM) and took a bottle and fell back asleep til about 7:45ish.. so then I was up.. My mom dad or sister weren't up yet but then the phone rang.. and My mom was up... I watched some tv Jayden again fell asleep so we let my dad and sister sleep a little longer.. i was out on the porch with Mom and like 20 minutes later my sister came out with Jayden.. hehehe she said "My alarm went off" aka Jayden! =) Later on Dad got up and we chatted for a while =)

We sat down to open presents.. and Jaydens looking a little funny... hes grunting and pushing sooo hard! Yes.. he left me a present! So i change him.. we sit down AGAIN to open.. and my Best friend and her husband came... to give us our gifts... so finally.. they leave and we opened our gifts! haha this is what we got!

Jayden: clothes <~ LOTS , mobile, binkys, wrist rattles, PJs, feet rattles, teether bear, stuffed blocks, 25$ gift card =), book, a little crawling bee for when he crawls!, sleepers, OMG! my aunt sent him a little windbreaker suit.. its NIKE.. Indiana Pacers! <3 and a COLTS outfit! I<3 them!!!, a busy banana, a snoopy, Dreamtime CD, stuffed dog named DARBY! he <3's it! i swear he got more.. i just cant think right now! hehe

I got: Gift cards, a silver bracelet, panties, a PUG change/purse thing.. I <3 pugs!, Aeropostale sweatshirt, jeans, a old navy purse, PJs, soft fuzzy socks, contacts, my hair done, money, earrings, a makoto's giftcard
I think we made out pretty good! =) Next year will be 100x better for Jayden.. he slept thru this whole x-mas!

MERRY X-MAS AGAIN EVERYONE<3

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM JAYDEN AND ASHLEY!!!

hehehe
<3 you all =)

My little man! ENJOY =)
( Jayden-Jayden-bo-Bayden )

I wanna start off saying i got my hair done today!!! i got highlights.. and BANGS!!!!! o man! i think i look 12.. Justin says 6 though LOL ill have to take some pics... ew.. i hate pics of myself! AND!! the walls/drywall is up in our house that is being built i CANT WAIT it will be soo much better! <3

Ehh the past few days have been sooo crazy!
i HATE retail!! i will NEVER, EVER work it again during X-Mas! all these people are nut cases! There's almost like fist fights in the lines b.c people are sooo damn impatient! come on its christmas.. what do you expect? Really...

Ive been getting wayyy too stressed at work though! it's tough. I have real bad anxiety! *not the best place to work with it either* and ive been letting stuff get to me A LOT more than i usually would. For instance.. my manager came up to me the other day b.c i paged a manager to customer service b.c something didnt ring up right and unless your a "Team Lead" you have to get manager keys. So he came up and gave me a key flick.. and i hit the button for the reason and this is how it went:
Rick- What do you need Ash?
Me- A Key.. Todd *manager* said it was (something off i dont remember )
he did the key.. i hit the button
Rick- WHAT WAS THAT!!!
Me- Todd sai ...
Rick - I DONT CARE WHAT DID YOU PRESS!?!?!?!
Me - Well ..
Rick - WHAT BUTTON DID YOU HIT TELL ME NOW!

WHOAAAA DICK~HEAD! errrg. then when i left for the day i was saying bye to my friend and Rick butted in and confronted me about the whole situation... i dont take it very easy so i just kinda shoo him off and just say WHATEVER RICK! so im walking out the door and i call my mom to check on Jayden and thats when i LOSE IT! oo man. :( i just wanted to curl up and cry! .. i cried to her for like 25 minutes! it was NOT cool.. from then i decided i cant do this anymore!

Im not sure if i said this already... but im going to NEW YORK!!! yayayayaya
Stas' mom bought my plane ticket the other day! I am soooo excited! i was suppose to go last year but me and stas were on bad terms then :( then he came home.. we made up :) and then boom i was pregnant! hehehe isnt it funny how things work!

Jayden turned 3 months yesterday!! yayyy my baby boy is getting so big! my got back some pictures the other day ill have to scan them. theyre too cute!

Almost all of my x-mas is done.. i went to go tonight.. and then i went to pay for the colonge... and realized i didnt have a MOP! i forgot my debit @ home in my pants pocket! errg ill have to go out sometime before..i dont have a day off until x-mas though boooo
well im gonna get going for now! long day tomorrow :( 10-7 blllaaah
<333

here is Jayden's x-mas pictures.. this one.. really b.c we live in FL and our family lives up north and we thought it was the cutest EVER!! :)


and this one i <3 too!
Enjoy :)


xoxox
Ni night
Ashes
x-mas is in 6 days!

Alrighty.... LAST call for x-mas cards w/ Jayden pic!.. they have to be out by MONDAY DEC 20th!!!!! just lettin you kno!=)

<3

Thanks brooksmom, xostarxo18, and again wastedbeauty for my x-mas cards!!!

<3 you guys =) yours are coming soon!! PROMISE :)

Who does Jayden look like most??? Mommy or Daddy! =)

( you be the judge.. )

I think DADDY! hehehe spitting image in my mind! look at the lips..& eyes!

<3
Ashes

I wanna know something..... how do you change what your comment link says??? just curious!

i worked today.. 10-7.. i have ALL long shifts this week! BOOO.. i hate it. Friday is my eye appointment @ jc pennys its at 5... and i asked to be scheduled only until 4.. Lisa DID!... i was 9-4 and my prick manager altered it and made me 1-10!! wtf is that?!?! yeah O-K i can't do that.. i said i just wont come! O~WELL thats sooo messed up.. they gave mercedes 10-6... switch it to 9-4... even 8.. im willing to come in at 8! but NOOO.. i know she wont switch with me, even though shes had the WHOLE weekend off. Jenn said MAYBE if i offer her my 11-8 on thursday and take her 2-11:30... im NOT working that late! whatever man i have to ask her tomorrow if she'll swicth.
my manager told me to lose the attitude today... hehehe oops. i just get so worked up.. come on.. it's retail and x-mas what does he expect?

OMG OMG!! this morning Jayden was sitting in his bouncy seat... and he LAUGHED!!!!!!!!!! awwweee it was the cutest!!!! i LOVE him .. i never knew how much i could love something like i love him <3 aww

anyway hehe if someone could help me out with the comment thing thatd be great! thanks

<3
Ashley

I want new icons!!! of my pictures... idk how to do it though :( anyone help???

ALSO!!! lol i HAVE to get my pictures/cards out my Monday a week from tomorrow
**Its official i DID get Jaydens pictures taken!! finally.. hehehe
@ Walmart* He was actually AWAKE! yaya!! he fell asleep right after we were done... and was passin some STINKY gas during them!!! lol i was a little embarassed but it's alright he's just a baby :) they understand. We got some cute shots.. but we picked out 2 .. im happy with our choice .. working 40 hours this week eeeck.. i hate it. i never see my baby boy :(

Me and Justin went to the mall tonight.. my sister said to smell "Curious" by Britney Spears... and it just so happens that "Paris Hilton" was right next to it.. well Britneys smells good. But i like Paris better :) hehe i want some for x-mas Its so like stereotypical in ways but whatever.. it smells nice..
Also.. for guys.. we were smelling around and we saw HUMMER??? lol that doesnt smell bad either!!! haha idk if i would get it just b.c its HUMMER. idk call me crazy.. Stas keeps talking about wedding rings.. :) were not even engaged yet.. but we KNOW were getting married we love each either so much! weve been together since 4-21-01 <3 He really wants the TITANIUM wedding band from Kays http://www.kay.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/CategoryDisplay?catalogId=10251&storeId=10251&categoryId=10280&langId=-1&parent_category_rn=10255&pageNo=1
Not exactly sure what 1 he wants.. but he has his heart set on titanium.. whatever makes him happy i guess!!! hehehe alrighty...im sleepy! Goodnight for now :)